so today on the stupid train again . there was this guy that was holding a infant and hes shaking her so hard and then the infant starts to cry and he started screaming “OK OK OK” at the baby and shoves the pacifier extremely rough into the babys mouth. so this lady sees that the man is being an asshole to an infant while the mother of this defenseless human being is just standing next to her husband or boyfriend and so the lady decides to tell him that he’s shaking the baby too hard . and the guy gets all defensive saying “ma’am this is my baby I know what Im doing . this is not my first child ma’am I know what I’m fucking doing.” after this , the infants mother takes her into her arms and then this jerk starts talking out loud how he’s from the hood and he has low temper an that “niggas” don’t need to be telling him how to take care of his own child and all this crap . but then he has the audacity to say that he’s going to smack the person that the doors of the train try to close on and that he “doesn’t give a fuck” if its a guy, girl, black, blue , or gay. so a man starts talking to his daughter and this jerk starts telling him that he has 6 kids and that no “fucking body” needs to tell him how to raise his kids and that he would of “thrown a bitch in the tracks”. now my opinion about this is that I truely feel sorry for these 6 kids that he has and that this world is Gunna have more jerks in the world . honestly this really needs to stop. you being from the “hood” doesn’t make you tough it makes you a douchbag so sit your god damn ass down . people don’t need to be this way and wtf how you treat you baby daughter like a fucking toy . this guy shoved the pacifier into her mouth and moved her like a rag doll and he threw her hoodie over her face like if she’s a piece of shit . what also gets me so fucking mad is the fact that this lady so calle mother of this innocent child doesn’t say shut , ARE YOU SCARED OF THIS JERK BITCH!? she’s as bad as him, jerks. oh and he also said that no one touches his kids cause he’ll break their face . WHAT THE FUCK?! I’m so fed up with this world and honestly i don’t wanna bring my child to this sick world . I really don’t , but I would love to have a kid of my own . this is really sad . well , the last thing I wanna say is that I wish I could light people like this on fire.

it sorta makes me real upset that a lot of people that actually mean a lot to me idealize being the “perfect girl” . and it bothers me even more when the people that I love the most want me to be like the “perfect girl” . what is the perfect girl ? the perfect girl is who YOU are . the perfect girl to society is perky big round boobs , a big ass , slim ,no scars nor marks on her body , perfect wavy hair, great big eyes (blue,green,light brown), a girly girl, a girl with a “cute fashion sense, some sort of talent. well, for the girls that try so hard to be this “perfect” girl . I feel sorry for you. FOr the ones that want me to try , fuck you .